

iii.iii.iii.
soulmate, stalemate she spoke those beautiful words until there was silence. nothing but the sound of my king falling; your crafty queen, well versed in the ways of protecting you, knocks my strength out from under me. your pawns are restless; taking places by your side that i will never have. but i am relentless, i wait on the other side, a broken kingdom with no king. and as you stare longingly at what could be, we both know that you can never change your colours, and i will never change mine. i will let you have this victory, just as


iv.iv.iv.
"get out while you can," you said and i frantically scaled the rock just looking down at you trapped, between those two places, with nowhere to go. and i climbed, and i cilmbed, until my hands bled. but as i saw you look up, that desperation in your eyes, so lost and alone i realized i was too, that was how i belonged with you, between that rock and hard place. so i tucked my bloody hands in close against me, ruined my dusty, cover-up shirt on purpose. closed my eyes and grit my teeth and jumped down in with you.


vii.vii.vii.
in a bold attempt at my inside life (such condescending words) i carry on as i always did, therapeutic mishaps and aversions to reality. just as always, reliability at its best, there you are somehow tucked into my every routine and escape. it's just like they say, it's just like being burned; sudden hostility, fierce pain, intense afterglow. i fall over in a sea of soft colour, and torture myself over and over again; i'm one victorious smirk away from dangerous thoughts and regressions.
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.. /\ ...........Cat?
. (゚ 。`>...... I'm a kitty cat.
.. l` \ ;'` .... And I dance, dance, dance,
. (__.)........And I dance, dance, dance!
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"Some people only get their own gender. Some people only get the opposite gender. Some get both and are kee-razy sex rebels." -Tatsuya Ishida
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